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Something Might Happen
This month, we present an exclusive insight into
Julie Myerson's inspirations for her latest novel Something Might
Happen.
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Julie Myerson's Booker longlisted novel, Something Might Happen
has been a huge hit with reading groups nationwide. In response
to the novel's popularity and to aid group discussions we have put
together a more comprehensive guide to this title which includes
an exclusive feature written by the author about her inspiration
for writing the novel. There is also a detailed reading guides with
discussion points, plus an extract from this fantastic novel which
will definitely leave you wanting to read more
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ABOUT THE BOOK
On a Monday night in October in a small seaside town in Suffolk,
a woman is brutally murdered. Her name is Lennie and, thinks her
best friend Tess, she is not the type to have something happen to
her. Something Might Happen is not a murder mystery. There are clues,
false trails, detectives, all the paraphernalia of the whodunnit,
but Myerson's concern is with the effect of the murder on an ordinary
community and specifically on Tess herself, her husband Mick and
her three children. As the police go about their routine investigation,
Tess's world of nappies, Elastoplast and fish fingers begins to
unravel. Suddenly nothing is certain, the mundane becomes charged
with significance, established relationships begin to crumble and
places that once were safe are safe no longer.
This is a novel of extraordinary skilfulness and almost unbearable
tension. Julie Myerson creates a world that is recognizable in every
detail, so that when it begins to fracture we feel as if it were
our own lives that are under threat.
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THE INSPIRATIONS FOR SOMETHING MIGHT HAPPEN
By Julie Myerson
'This town really is a safe place, everyone knows that. Even
in winter, even after dark, it's a place where once a kid knows
how to cross a road safely, they can pretty much go around alone.'
It's always hard to say exactly what inspires a novel
- so many different layers drifting and settling - but two things
stand out.
Many years ago now, Rachel Nickell was stabbed on Wimbledon Common,
not far from where I live in South London, and I remember feeling,
as everyone did, horrified and stunned at the pure randomness of
it. The idea that one moment a young mother could be out walking
in the sunshine with her toddler and her dog - in a place where
she should expect to feel safe - and the next moment a handful of
lives were devastated and changed. The mother in me was appalled,
grief-stricken. The writer in me couldn't help imagining that day
and the days after. How did that day begin? What did they eat for
breakfast? What were her last words to her husband? How did he get
the news?
Writers do that - they can't help it. Maybe as a way of dealing
with an event in our heads, we imagine our way around it, put ourselves
as far as we dare into that other person's shoes. In this case,
though, I didn't dare. I found thinking about the Nickell case almost
intolerable.
But a few years went by and inevitably other similar murders haunted
the press. And I became interested in two things: the way the papers
report on such an event, the way grief and shock affect a town,
the tragi-comic inevitability of the way locals always say the same
things - 'we are a nice peaceful community, we never could have
imagined such a thing could happen here
.'
At the same time, I happened to begin reviewing films for a national
newspaper and found myself horrified at the way Hollywood so often
uses brutal murder as a tool to stimulate and entertain. I found
myself resenting the way the violence was softened and glamorised,
the way the cops always caught the baddie. Real life was not like
that. I was struck by how in reality murder cases remain unsolved
- or else the killer turns out to be someone unlinked to the victim.
Murder is more often than not random, banal, dull, appalling. OK,
that may not on the face of it make such a good story, but I felt
passionately that fiction concerned with murder should reflect that.
It should horrify, yes, but it should offer no easy resolutions
and, even more importantly, no cheap thrills.
Meanwhile, I was spending more and more time with my three children
in a sleepy seaside town in Suffolk called Southwold. I love this
place. Its significance to me is deep and many-layered. It's the
first place I ever went on holiday to as a child - and it's barely
changed since 1968. My eight-year-old self still haunts these quiet
streets, the teashops, the shingle beach, the sloping greens. I
also love it because it feels like a safe place. There's very little
crime there, life is lived at a slow and trusting pace. It's the
only place in the world where I feel safe to walk alone, in the
dark.
As a mother I really appreciated that when we were in Southwold
I could let my kids run free, they could experience the same independence
that I'd enjoyed, growing up in the country. But the writer in me
began to wonder something altogether darker: what if I set a novel
here? What if I wanted to write about the idea of safety, the shock
of random violence? What if I took this quiet, safe place that I
love so much and imagined something truly appalling happening here
what then?
Julie Myerson
London 2004
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guide
Click here to read
an extract
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People think when someone is stabbed they just fall
down on the ground and die. Well they don't. When Lennie is found
on that morning in the car park on Pier Avenue, they can tell from
the mess that she dragged herself around for some time before she
gave up.
Quite some time, in fact. Maybe even as much as a quarter of an
hour. Crawling like a baby on her hands and knees, grabbing and
swiping at door handles and bumpers, fingers tacky with her own
blood.Then at some point slipping down and losing consciousness
there in the nettles by the Pay & Display machine. They say
they can't be certain about when it was, the precise moment that
her heart stopped - but they can assure us that it was immaterial.
She wouldn't have seen, wouldn't have known.
The one good thing, Mawhinney says, is that her brain would've shut
down as her lungs filled up.
But I don't want the details. One moment or several? A curdled sigh,
a spattered red breath, brown saliva clotting in her mouth? All
I care about is that they're right, that it was quick. All I need
to know is that her heart was not still beating when her attacker
moved back in and cut it out.
Early October and four in the morning and no wind at all, just the
blackest darkness, so dead and dark and black that if you stopped
to think about it, you might find you couldn't breathe. All the
lights out. And then all of them on, one by one - pop, pop, pop
- the world reviving, turning large and transparent.
Something's happened.
He rings me at the deadest time, sleep holding me down. Since the
baby that's how I've been, a dead person, trying to surface. Still
I grab the phone the second its ringing hits my dreams.
Tess, he goes,Tess - and straightway I can tell his voice is all
wrong.
What? I say, struggling to sit up and focus. What is it? What's
going on?
I'm -
The silence crackles.
I'm sorry, he says.
What do you mean, sorry? Why?
Oh Tess, he says and he sounds like he's going to cry.
Al, I go, for fuck's sake - what?
She's not here.
What?
You were right. She hasn't come home.
She hasn't?
She's just - I don't know where she is - she's not here.
Outside, a dark whoosh of wind in the poplars. If it was light you
would see them bending.You get that by the sea - sudden changes,
things getting crushed and flattened. I used to like it. It used
not to scare me at all.
Next to me in the bed meanwhile Livvy is lying on her back in her
white babygro, poppers done up to the chin, mouth softly open and
arms flung back. A swirl of blackish hair on her head. Mick funnily
enough is lying in a similar babyish way but on his front - black
matted hair pushed up, hands bunched into two hot fists. Dreaming
of a fight is what it looks like.
Tess, he says, what am I going to do?
Call the police.
I've done that.
You want me to come?
He says nothing. Liv snorts. When did I feed her? I slide my fingers
under to feel her nappy. Damply heavy with pee. I must have fed
her in the night, in my sleep. I'll come, I tell him. Wait for me.
I get out of bed, change the baby, get dressed. In one way it is
not a surprise. In the beach hut that night, the feeling is cold
and hard, painful and unsettling. I shouldn't have let him come.
It shouldn't have to be complicated.
I take the tumbler of wine from his hands. Take a sip. Put it down
on the wooden floor which is slippy with the years of sand falling
off our bare feet.
You should get back, I say. But he doesn't move. He just looks at
me.
She'll be in bed. She'll have gone to sleep.
No, I say. It's not that.
What, then?
He reaches forward, half grinning, tries to take his drink back.
I stop him.
The truth is, he's lazy. Whatever he gets from me, he imagines he
can't get from anyone else.
It's not that, I say again. Batting him away.
He settles back in the old deckchair and looks at me.
His old jeans, his big feet in their salt-stained boots. A bleached
tidemark where he has walked in the edge of the sea. He looks at
the joint in his hands - his rough, furniture maker's hands - tips
off the ash.
For God's sake, Tess, he says at last, I wish you'd calm down.
I sigh.
You're even making me jumpy, he says. What the fuck is it? Why're
you in such a state?
I say nothing.
He shrugs, smiles. He likes to think I'm this uptight person. He
thinks he's won.
I'm scared, I tell him and he leans forward.
What are you scared of, Tess?
I don't know.
It's not true though. I think I do know, even then.
* * *
The thing is, she is not the type to have something happen. She
has everything going for her. Beauty, talent, kindness. She even
sometimes goes to church.
It's the one thing she and Alex argue about, the only thing. It's
not God, she says, just something bigger, greater then her. She
needs to feel there is a larger Good out there.
You might think she's this good and pliable person but actually
she's not, she's dogged and fixed. She's the strong one. She does
exactly as she pleases. When we first came here, she was the one
who said it would all be fine, who believed most certainly in the
dream we had.
The only thing I have more of than her is kids. Double the amount.
People ask me how I do it, as if there's some kind of trick to having
four. But it's easy. I do it for myself. I can't help it. There's
nothing to beat walking down the street on a sunny day with them
all clean and happy and no one crying or fighting behind you and
knowing just how it all looks. A perfect mother with her perfect
life.
These are the facts. That she dies on a Monday night in October,
some time between eleven and midnight, following a PTA meeting at
the school on Marlborough Road. That she gets to that meeting around
seven and it ends around twenty to eleven - later than usual, but
then it is Lucy Dorry's first time as Chair and most people who
can, stay on for a drink after.
That they reckon, anyway, that she reaches her car around 10.45,
but that she never manages to get into it. She never even makes
it around to the driver's side. Her keys are found lying on the
ground just beneath the passenger door. All the paintwork around
the lock is scratched furiously and the nails on her right hand
are ripped and bloody and broken.
Both of us, with our perfect lives. She can't believe it when I
tell her I'm expecting Liv. At thirty-eight!
You're saying I'm past it?
No, she replies and I notice the flicker of a frown in her eyes.
Just the thought - and she shudders - of going through it all again.
I can't wait, I tell her as boisterously as I can. And it's the
truth, I can't.
And work?
I can do that too, I say. Because I've already decided that I'll
have to.
She turns and looks at me with eyes full of some-thing, but what
exactly I can't tell.
I wish I had your guts, she says. And your energy.
Which makes me laugh because, in my book, it takes guts and energy
to deny yourself these things. And Mick and I have never been good
at limiting ourselves, at sitting down and planning. In fact, none
of our kids were planned exactly - or that's what we always tell
people, laughing at ourselves. Just one big happy haphazard family.
That's the story we tell ourselves.
And I am over the moon about Liv - from that first mysterious morning
when the simple act of stirring the hot milk into Rosa's instant
oat cereal makes me turn and hold myself, perspiring, over the sink.
When I tell Mick, he does nothing. He doesn't move. He is sitting
there at the table and I bend and whisper it in his ear and maybe
I expect that he will pull me to him, but he doesn't move a single
muscle.
You're not pleased?
He looks at me.
I don't know. I'm not 'not' pleased.
Oh great.
I fold my arms and feel the buzz of my blood, my heart.
It's a shock, that's all.
We haven't been using anything.
I know, he says, I know, but I thought -
You thought what?
That we were being careful.
I laugh.
I suppose I thought it was very unlikely, he says.
His voice is small and tight. He sounds like a little boy who's
been jumping again and again out of the highest tree and then the
very last time has forgotten to bend his knees when he lands and
has got himself hurt. Cross with the tree, cross with himself.
I've just chucked in my job, he reminds me, as if I didn't know.
Well, I tell him, this is good. You can be the nanny. You can do
some writing.
He doesn't laugh.
With a new baby? I hope that's a joke.
But when he sees me looking at him and half laughing and half about
to cry, he does get up and come and put his arms around me, bends
his head to mine. I smell the blackness of his hair, the familiar
day-old smell of beard, of husband.
So, he says.
So - what?
So we'd better get on with it then.
And that's it, that's all. That's the beginning of our daughter
Olivia
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